Not Grimms Gypsy

No more fighting No more playing No more breathing I have tried to understand the phenoix I no longer see the point Dying to die again.. There is no purpose in pain anymore Numbing is but an option Heartache at every door

Voluminous  Containment, A Luminous Goo Inflated Vortex of Joy, Love and Hope  Floating, Floating  Infantile & Childlike  Your Purpose Greater Than Prose  Illuminating Simplicity Contradictory Imaginary Transcendence Continuous Levitation An Unending Transgression The Pressure Is Heavier and Thicker Floating, Floating .....Then....                Compression Compression 5, 4, 3, 2,1  A  Torrent of Fragmentized Iridescence The Glitter of a Unicorn Sneeze  ....And The Emotional Absolution of Fantasia....  ...You Rise Up As a Phoenix...  -Hell Bent Determination- It Is the Crude Determination of a Calloused Randy Hand, Intent of Silken Seduction It Has Been Life...  ....The Prelude of Being The Transcendence of Light Introspection of The Mind ....The Ascending Self..... ....The Abundance of Knowledge....

Today I Stopped  I Disappeared... Every Day, Every Second... I Absorb Your Thoughts, Your Feelings. Sometimes It Is Too Much and I Have To Escape.   I Do Not Have Many Places To Go and Much Has Been On My Mind.   I Usually Hide In My Thoughts, Lately It Has Not Been Enough  Those Who Know, Know  I Do Not Stop...  I Stopped...  For A brief  Watched Ducks and Geese and Doves and Pelicans and Some Other Large Fucking Bird...  I Watched Leaves Float on the Wind and Water...  I Dreamt with My Eyes  I Dreamt with My Heart  I Dreamt with My Spirit There Are No Words to Describe What I Felt  I Will Never Disclose What I Saw...  Just Know That It Was Beautiful  I Had My Day Dreams to Myself   I Stopped  I Disappeared  Those Things on My Mind....Gone